one year and half after start trading.

hi, i'm mtazz. first sorry for my bad eng.

i started forex trading in one year and half ago and now, i want share my own experience in this battle.

when i found trading, i was like why i didn't found it before? i tried many job before that. selling, book editor, storage guy... in study and collage side, i'm a law student in iran. and if you know our country, all law system in iran isn't a LAW, it's a Ideological system. i don't want make upset or angry all Muslim members of this community but with islam you can't control and govern a country in 21 century. islamic republic just bureaucratized islam and of curse it's not work at all and result will be a TOTALITAIRE and religion- fascist system. so i don't want lick the Mullas and Akhonds ass to be success in law job. and of course all of this story, made a new wave of depression in me. but, i find forex trading.

trading is really match and fit with my personality. i'm a anti social guy that don't care about what my boss say or that stupid man want to buy that shirt or not. so, something like a big lucky happen and i found forex trading.

first i start, i think everything will be cool and something like i found a mountain of gold and cash. i think maximum in 12 week, i will be reach as fuck and i will swimming in money. but it's not happen.

i begin with minimum account as it possible in my broker, meant 15 dollar with 1000 leverage in mt4 cent account. my argument was that if i can do it, i can do with 15 dollar and if i can't, i can't even with 1 million. in something like 44 week, i just focused on technical analyze and indicators and different timeframes without money management. i wrote strategy and delete it, wrote and delete, wrote and delete and still loosing money. i tried everything, MacD, Rsi, Stochastic, MA and Others but i learned indicators will not work at them self. there's is a trap in this job that we can call it OCD. be careful about it. this will destroyed your soul and mind. and after that i just focused in Price Actions. i focused in Support and Resistance, Market Trend and Candlesticks signals. i really wanna tell to you that my all trading experience was bullshit. everything i need was in price action. i don't wanna i'm success now but i'm not a stupid trader anymore. i using M.A.E.E. Strategy, Break and Retest and double, Triple and H&D in H4 with Candlesticks signals. also i analyze in Daily and if i can see candlestick signal in daily, i will trade. i use a money management that still keep me in market. maybe you don't know what's that meant but i blow something like 20 account and now, i still alive in market and for me, it's a huge big step. also i still have some psychological problems. for example sometimes i closed my trade with 50 pip when i know that will go more like 150 pip and it will. another example is i really can't decide that i just need one timeframe meant h4, or multi timeframes meant h1,h4 and daily. you know, sometimes i think i need to back to h1 and trade short, cuz i'm not good at holding positions. it's actually a big mistake for me. whatever, i don't want quit of trading, i find my own job and i really really love it. in our country we have a quote that said "koonesh pare shod" it's meant his/him ass is ripped. this quote use when we want to say he or she really have hard work and hard times to do a job. so yes my ass is ripped by market but it's a part of nature of this job. i hope all of you be success and swim in money. sorry for long text.